"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not. Remember that what you now have was once among the things you had only hoped for." Epicurus
There will never be enough words to describe the journey we face, and never enough words to describe the hardship we have faced nor the hardship we are about to face.
2009 - my 27th year on this earth has been my most challenging. I never thought that anything could make my heart hurt the way it has this year. The yearning, the disappointment, the desperation of desire and the constant thought of 'why me' what did i do to deserve this?
In four days time there will be 100 days left of my most challenging year. Before the countdown begins, as well as throughout the 100 days, i will try and fill you in on my experiences this year and how i came to this point in my life, and why I face 100 days of IVF. I know that each day over the next 100 will will bring me more challenges than i ever expected, more highs and more lows as well. I want to share this with others who share my pain, and i want others to know they are not alone - as i know what it feels like to be in envy, and i know what it feels like to be so lost and confused that you don't quite know who you are anymore.
Your journey is yours to experience, your future untold, but your path clearly marked...
