Day two of IVF cycle - 150 iu's FSH
Today is a great day! Although i began my morning with a tear, there was no need for the tear, and it honestly was only one tear, might be the hormones? Do they work that fast? Even though i have been through this before it still seems new, it seems that once again i am saying that the past few months have been somewhat of a "haze" and maybe that is the hormones again. Now that i think about it a lot of people have said that i have changed this year, it makes me wonder how much, and for the better or for the worse. It is one of those questions that you don't dare ask because of the fear of the answer. Has this made me a stronger person, or has this just made me a sooky sooky lala and a b-i-t-c-h?
I figure if i have changed for the worse, or maybe just changed, i have the right, i mean for the past 7 months i have pumped my body full of this hormone and that hormone, if its not FSH its estrogen, or progesterone, or some other drug... So BLAH to all of you who said i have changed - when was the last time you had to give yourself a needle?
August 7th was day one of my first IVF cycle, i started with the synadrell nose spray (BTW it tastes like crap) to stop me ovulating, then began on 150 iu's (international units) of FSH (follicle stimulating hormone) to grow my little follicles.
Day 8 was my first scan, where the doctor counted around 10 follicles on my right ovary, and i think there were just a few less on my left. Now for those of you who have never had your follicles stimulated, let me just tell you, and i imagine it is different for every IVF patient, just let me tell you - it is no picnic - not only are you bloated to all buggery, my gosh it feels like two burning balls of fire on each side!
My dosage of FSH was reduced to 125 iu's for day 9 & 10, then i was scanned again on day 11, where the doctor counted around 16 follicles on my right ovary, cant remember about my left. But it was time, i was booked in for the egg pick up on day 13. The pain got more and more intense, and to make matters even worse we were told that my husband needed to - as the doctor put it - "off load" now im not sure about you, but the last thing i wanted to do while i was bloated and hurting was have sex...
Day 13 egg pick up, scheduled for 11.30 am, which means that 36 hours before i had to wake myself up and give myself yet another needle, only this time, i had to play nurse and mix the trigger injection myself, which wasn't easy at 11.30 at night! But through my sleep crusted eyes, of course, i managed. (lucky they give you step by step instructions)
So day 13, from 5.30am i was on nil by mouth, my wonderful husband sat down that morning and ate a full breakfast in front of me. This didn't really bother me until the nurse's at the clinic mentioned that most other husbands starve in sympathy! Oh well i still love him. So the egg pick up came, and after a long recovery session (about 2 hours) and being told that i had "blood pressure to die for" we were back in with the nurses, telling us that they collected 8 eggs, which was a good number. I was quite shocked, because i thought that the 16 follicles would mean that many eggs, but i soon learnt that it is not about quantity is is about quality (a bit like men really). So the instructions from that point were to rest and tomorrow the scientist would call and advise us how many eggs fertilized - least they weren't calling to tell me how many eggs they ate for breakfast.
Day 14, the scientist calls, now if there is one thing about scientists, i think they need to be more personable, i remember at the time being quite offended that they presented me the information in such a clinical way, dont they understand this is peoples emotions they are playing with? The way it was put to me was that "only five fertilized" and they would call me "if we didn't make it to transfer" WHA? HOLD ON JUST A MINUTE! I might not get to transfer day? NOOOONE told me T-H-A-T! So after the phone conversation, i was worried, and for the next four days i was a little bit on edge thinking that i "may not make it to transfer" BUGGER!
Day 18... We made it to embryo transfer -wohooo!
