Day seven of IVF cycle - 150 iu's FSH PLUS Orgalutran injection (PS tomorrow is my first scan, @ 10am)
Ahhh i am so frustrated! My day has been so busy and hectic and all i want to do is upload a video and it is taking for ages and i feel like i am going to pop!
I am mega busy at work, mega busy when i get home, mega busy on the weekends, where has my year gone, where is my life going? in 17 days i will be 27 and im STILL NOT PREGNANT! POO TO THE WHOLE WORLD!
I am not sad today, not inspirational, not insightful, nothing, just frustrated! I am sitting here trying to be creative and trying to come up with things to write about that will be informative to other IVF patients, but i just cant...
When your on these hormones it is like everything is doubled, tripeled, just f**k**g multiplied to a bajillion, i feel like i've had about a thousand cups of coffee and i just have the irrits to the extreme.... ekkk i am so mad.
I know it is the hormones because i was calm this time last week, and there is no need for me to be so strung, its only a diary entry, and who cares if its not perfect, its my thoughts and feelings and the whole idea of it was to release my feelings so here you go...
WARNING:- EMOTIONAL RELEASE..
HUMPH BLOODY HELL HUMPH ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...........EKKKKKKK RRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH HUMPH BLOODY HELL HUMPH ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...........EKKKKKKK RRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND POOP AGAIN TO 
PCOS!
PS - No quote today, too bloody mad for a quote...
