Day 10 FET Cycle -Progynova 2mg 3x daily
Isn’t it funny how some people come into your life, help you make just one small change in some way, and you later realize that this little change was something bigger than you ever imagined?
For me today was a day for little discoveries. This morning i was having a conversation with my brother in law, which was on the topic of hugging. A few days ago i posted 25 Random Things and number 19 was “I don’t like hugs – i have a bubble”, my brother in law was quite confused by this because of late we have been hugging hello and goodbye, and after reading my post was quite concerned about ‘intruding’ into my bubble…
Now the thing with my 25 random things was that i actually wrote it at the beginning of this year, and as i spoke with my brother in law, and later this afternoon as i drove home i thought about this year and all i have been through and all that i have been taught by the people i love.
As i explained to my brother in law, at this point in time i no longer have a bubble, i have been taught to appreciate the value of a great hug from someone you love. But how did i get here? How come i now let people hug me? One person, Lady Lavelle. Not so long ago i began a new job, before this job i was working in an office full of older people, so there was no giggling, and diffidently no hugging. I quite clearly remember when i started in my new office being surrounded by girls my age finding it quite bizarre that every morning everyone hugged, and even more bizarre that every afternoon they all told each other they loved each other and hugged again. About a month into working in the office, the girls also began telling me they loved me, and hugs started coming my way… I of course i was quite uncomfortable with this and tried to brush it off by being funny and saying “I think it is too soon…”
Progress along the time line, and now i am the one telling the new girls in the office that i love them, greeting them with hugs and such phrases as “hey lover”… And again i say, how did i get here? how did i lose my bubble?
My Lady Lavelle – and thats where i was this afternoon and why i was thinking back. On my way home i realized just how much some people can change you for the better, Lavelle was the girl in the office that never gave up on me, no matter how much i resisted the hugs, no matter how much i cringed at being told i was loved, she kept telling me, kept hugging me, somehow knowing just when i needed a hug, and most importantly just knowing what to say when i needed it most of all.
Some friends are there for you when they think you need them. I know that i have a friend who is there for me when i need someone just to simply tell me to keep going, and that i can do this.
I have learnt that there really are people in this world that care for you… just because. And i have learnt that there are people that will teach you the value of the simplest things in life… Like a hug.
“Happiness is an unexpected hug.” ~Author Unknown
