Day TBA - Embryo Transfer Cycle
Yesterday when i was searching for just a little bit of hope, i found something on the ol facebook i typed almost a year ago now. It was one of those notes that go round and round, and eventually you just have to do it for yourself and send it around to all your ‘friends'
Funnily enough, it reminded me of who i was at the beginning of this year, it reminded me how much hope and faith i had, this little note reminded me that i am a strong woman, and it reminded me that nearly a year later i must realize that there is more to life, and as such today i picked myself off my bathroom floor, put a smile on my face and began believing in the woman that i was, the woman that i had grown to be, and the woman that i know i am.
So without further a-doo i present to you 25 random things about me - Now you know who i really am and if you have time feel free to write me a few random things about yourself – I’d love some inspiration!
1. I have learnt many interesting things about people by reading their 25 random things
2. The most beautiful thing in the world is the sunrise; nothing gives me more hope, inspiration and a reassuring belief that there must be a God.
3. I don’t understand why society now says i am different, and why people constantly pick on me because i choose to eat healthy, and because i choose to exercise. If i ate chocolate and sat on my ass all day i would be ridiculed less then what i am now.
4. I suffer from a mild case of Lupus, however i am grateful that i am fit and healthy and can live a relatively normal life
5. I can’t spell
6. I love colour, i love everything about colour, colour gives me a fire in my belly, gives me inspiration, makes me excited, let me pick colours!!
7. My most favorite thing in the world is running down a hill as fast as i can with my eyes shut and my arms out feeling the wind go by
8.When i am feeling sad i will sit in my car with a sad song on as loud as it can possibly go while crying and singing at the top of my lungs - i also often bang my hands on the steering wheel!
9. On the 26.12.2008 i tripped for the first time ever while running, i think it would have been the funniest thing ever and I’m a little upset that it wasn’t caught on video! I still have a scare on my left knee
10. I haven't visited my mom’s grave in 12 years i think... I believe her memory belongs in my heart not on a rock at a cemetery
11. I married the first boy i ever fell in true love with... and because of that i have never had my heart broken by a man... and hope i never will
12. I wrote this is 1999 "Sometimes the world we live in is so far from reality we are unable to accept life as it really is...”
13. i wrote this 2 years later in 2001 "..and sometimes it is the people we love who make us realise how important it is to return to reality and believe not only in the beauty and inspirations friendships can offer, but to believe in a reality where we can discover who we really are..."
14. I think i use ... too often...
15. I am a waffler - which means i talk too much and type emails that are too long.
16. I think that sometimes the hardest thing in life is to be who we really are.
17. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied with the way i look
18. I think it takes an amazing amount of courage to tell someone you love them
19. I don’t like hugs - i have a bubble
20. I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in over two years
21. The piano is by far the most beautiful sound any instrument can make, just to close my eyes and listen... hmmmm inspirational!
22. I believe in God, but i believe that everyone has the right to believe in what they want to believe in and i would never force my beliefs on someone else. Because i believe in God i feel i have hope and when times are tough i pray.
23. I sometimes wish i were more successful - but you know what? I’m happy!
24. Guess who i wrote number 25 for...
25. Of all the times I’ve said i love you and of all the times I’ve told you i care, i never told you i never expected it to be this hard and i never realised that there would be so many obstacles. But of all the years we've been together i would never have said it wasn’t worth it and i would never have told you that I’d rather be with anyone else or anywhere other than here....
"Don’t ever regret the past nor dread the future. Live each day at a time and cherish the moments with the ones you love." Cheryl Schull
