Day 8 FET Cycle -Progynova 2mg 3x daily
I think i spoke too soon yesterday. Well maybe not spoke to soon so much as had a change of mood… Or maybe just a bad day…? Or maybe it is a mood side effect of the oestrogen? Im not sure, i never know anymore if my moods are me or if they are the hormones.
*SIGH*
Today was totally a “I want to be pregnant now” day… We all have them… Well all those fertility challenged couples anyway, and i tried, i tried really hard to get out of that frame of mind…
I had thought it was a “I want to be pregnant now” moment… but the moment turned into a minute, the minute to an hour, and the hour turned into the day…
*SIGH* Again
My skin is awful, i feel fat, and i am getting a cold (for that i blame DH)
I really hate being a “misery guts” and i really tried today with the positive thinking and i tried the whole making exciting plans for the weekend thing, and i tried by reminding myself i have a great new dress hanging in my wordrobe just waiting to be worn… BUT ITS NOT WORKING!
Misery guts is just hanging around… being a pain in the rear end…
It almost makes me think that this FET cycle is emotionaly more toremnting than the IVF cycle… You cant do anything but wait. There is no pain to focus on, no needles to “worry” about, no EPU to think about, no eggs to hope for, no jokes to be made about DH sperm… Just waiting, waiting, waiting…
Doctors appointment and a scan on monday, but after that, still more waiting, waiting, waiting, and then there will be the dreaded two week wait…
*SIGH*
I’m going to blow my nose and go to bed…
Tomorrow will be a better day
Misery guts out…
“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying ‘I will try again tomorrow’” Mary Anne Radmacher
