Day 16 FET Cycle -Progynova 2mg 3x daily, after a quick scan this morning the doctor has decided to book the FET in for Friday the 13th of November… Is that a bad omen?
So now to my frustration i face a 3 week wait, which at the moment to me seems awfully dawnting. Progesterone begins on monday, 3 times daily, and i get to continue with the oestrogen 3x daily indefinitely – so i’m warning you now – i may just be a little on the crazy side over the next few weeks! (Stop laughing, i know you think i am already crazy!)
Anyway, I wrote this a little while ago and i found it today and re-read it, somehow it gave me a little hope for the future, and maybe a little inspiration to get me through my 3ww!
We may laugh and we may cry, we may wish this wasnt us, we may wish we wernt where we are today, we may pray for a new reality, we may wish to rise from this nightmare…
But if all our dreams became reality, if this wasnt our life, if we woke from this bad dream…
Wouldnt there simply be another nightmare to face?
And isnt it the hardship and the turmoil that we face what makes us who we are?
Is it this that makes each and every moment more fulfilling, isnt it this that makes the simple pleasures exactly that – worth waking for?
Isnt it the hardship we face that makes us stronger? That builds our faith, our friendships, our love, gives us hope, makes there something to live for, aspire to, and make us a better person for surviving?
Star light, star bright, first star i see tonight, i wish i may i wish i might, i wish upon the first star i see tonight..
I wish that tomorrow the sun will rise and still be so beautiful, that peace within will come to all those i love, and that again the sun will set and i will be a better person for living through this turmoil.
“Without struggle, without hardship and without adversity we would not be able to appreciate the small things this life has to offer”
