End of FET Cycle
I dreamed this day would end differently and i dreamed this day would be the end of our suffering.
But i was wrong.
I wish i wasnt here and i wish so hard i was somewhere else. I dont know why i am doing this and i dont know who i am anymore.
I am so confused and scared i dont know what to do.
I dont want to be here anymore, but then what do i do?
What do i do?
What do i do?
I was so sure, all the sign were there.
Now i am left just a fat, scared and scared little girl who doesnt know what do do, where to go, or how to act…
I thought i was stronger than this.
I dont know if i can go on.
I just dont know what to do…
“How much of human life is lost in waiting.” Ralph Waldo Emerson
