Day 31 FET Cycle -Progynova 2mg 3x daily, Progesterone pessaries 3x daily
Have you ever lost your inspiration. Ever felt like the thoughts you once had are now gone? Have you ever wished that the songs you once sang with such passion the thoughts you once had with such strength of emotion could just come back? Have you ever wanted them back, needed them back?
Have you ever wanted to paint the pain that you once felt, the emptiness you now feel, the thoughts that you cant express, put them into colour, put in ways that people could understand? But you couldnt no matter how much you tried, you just couldnt pick up the brush?
Have you ever just sat there staring at a blank wall, a blank screen, or just stared blankly not knowing what to do, where to go, what to think, what it is your doing anymore?
Have you ever just wished that you wernt lost in this turmoil, that you inspiration wasnt lost in your confusion? Just wished that everything made sense again? Just wished that your inspiration could come from things just the way that they are?
Have you ever just felt flat, so nothing, so indescrible...
So nothing that you questioned the world, questioned your world, questioned a world that has taken your inspiration, taken your soul, and taken everything that you thought made you who you were...
Have you ever just stoped and said w.h.y? j.u.s.t p.l.a.i.n o.l.d w.h.y?
Why?
I have.
i question where my inspiration went.
For if i knew, then i could get it back again.
"The more difficulties one has to encounter, within and without, the more significant and the higher in inspiration his life will be." Horace Bushnell
