Day 32 FET Cycle -Progynova 2mg 3x daily, Progesterone pessaries 3x daily
It is the wait that every woman dreads. The wait of fears and of doubt, of tears and excitement, and the wait where nothing seems impossible and the wait where hope and faith are all we have to hold on too.
The dreaded two week wait… Where there is nothing more you can do, where everything you have ever dreamed of is left in God’s hands.
I am coming to the end of my two week wait, i have three sleeps to go, and its now that the fears really being to rise.
I have been positive this round, i went in with the goal to stay as positive as i could, no negativity, this month is the month, pregnant until proven otherwise. And i have achieved that, i am positive, DH and i speak as though this is it, i am already carrying our child, he is in there just getting ready to announce to the world via a blood test that yes, yes he is already beginning to grow into our beautiful child.
But what if i am wrong?
I dont want to think like that, i dont want those thoughts to cross my mind, but at some point, at some point… What if?
But what if i am wrong?
I know the answer, and i know that it will be okay in the end, that i will be able to pick myself up and continue on our jouney..
But what if i am wrong? The thought keeps crossing my mind, it quickly leaves, it never lingers, and i am still positive, this is the one, that our child is in there, that in a weeks time all our dreams will be realised and we will be the happiest two people on this earth…
But what if i am wrong?
“Life is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it” Brian Cramer
I hate the 2ww. I am proud of you for staying so positive because I know how hard it can be to remain positive. I am thinking positive for you, too <3
Don’t let the devil get the best of you. Remember you are pregnant and you are waiting to announce it to the world.
Waiting every second of it with you.
Love You!