Day twenty four of the final full IVF cycle in our quest to chase our little miracle… Crinone 8% once daily
To my dearest little miracle,
As the lightning strikes, the thunder grumbles, and the rain pounds on the roof, i cant help but think of you…
Will i ever get to comfort you when the storms scare you?
Will i ever get to sing you a lullaby or read you a story?
Will i ever get to rock you to sleep, or stroke your hair as you close your eyes?
Will i ever get to watch you so peacefully, snoring so gently?
Will i ever get to wake you just so together we can watch the sunrise after the storm and see the reflection in the dew drops on the tree leaves?
And will i ever just get to tell you i love you, hug you so tight, and have you push me away and say “muuuuuuum!”
Will i ever, will i ever, will i ever…
I wish i knew that this time was the time i would meet you.
Love always from a mother that may never be.
“You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you’ll be in my heart.”
