Day six of the final full IVF cycle in our quest to chase our little miracle - 125 iu’s FSH
Dear Santa,
This year i only put one thing on my list.
Santa you know who has been naughty and you know who has been nice, i am one of the nice ones, so please please please bring me and my friends a BFP this Christmas.
Sure there have been a few minor incidents this year, but surely you could just chuck a couple of bits of coal in my stocking for those? You know me Santa, i am not looking for ‘things’ this christmas, in fact, forget any ‘things’, i have no room to put them in my tiny unit, i have no use for ‘stuff’ and ‘stuff’ wont make me happy…
No, no santa this year i just want that one thing please.
Santa, i know i havent written you a letter for a while, and i know that sometimes the christmas cheer escapes me, but santa this year i would really appreciate it if you could look hard in the bottom of your toy cupboards at the north pole, and find some BFP’s. Or santa if you have none left in the bottom of the cupboards, could you please ask the elves to find some for us?
I know you have your list of who has been naughty and who has been nice, and i know your sitting there in your red coat sipping a hot coco going through that list trying to decide who deserves the baby dust most of all this year, and i know it is your decision, but santa when you are double checking that list, cross off the crack whores, the child abusers, and cross of the teenages who think a child is the worst thing ever – give them their freedom this christmas… Sprinkle the baby dust my way instead.
Santa i’ve been a good girl this year, please make all my christmas’s come true.
From 100 Days of IVF
PS Santa, my husband would really like a flat screen this christmas too… but we would prefer the baby 
