Limbo Land Day Nine - results in a couple of hours, a have a feeling that not all is right, that something is wrong, i have a pain in my left hand side and i am worried...
However i have just been inspired by my great friends at The Road to Happily Ever After and His & Hers Infertility
Life is hard, life has its ups and downs, and while sometimes it is easy to hate the world, and to hate God, and to curse everything and everyone, it is the good things that we should focus on, and the achievements that we have made that make us who we are today. I have decided that no matter the outcome, and no matter how bad the road ahead is, no matter how good or bad my situation is, i am going to get through this, a week ago i had no hope, but then the tides turned, and whether the tides turn for the worst, or for the better again today, i know i can get through it and i will get through it and i will be a better person for it.
Now for my decade of change - from 17 to 27... and while i cant remember the years (like PCOS Chick!) i can remember that my decade didnt completely suck, and it has gone a little something like this...
- Became an Aunt for the first time
- Meet my husband to be
- Dropped out of university (theater acting)
- Step son was born
- Studied and completed Diploma of Interior design
- Became the proud mother of Alfred my first fur baby (cat)
- Moved out of home
- DH and I rented our first place together
- Found out i Had Systemic lupus erythematosus
- Became an Aunt for the second time
- Got my first full time job
- Got my car license
- Got my first car
- Meet 3 girls who are now my closest friends
- Watched my sister, step sister and father get married
- Got engaged
- Bought a house, pulled the insides out and renovated it
- Got married (Still the best day of my whole life!)
- Lernt how to run long distance
- Stared a running group with my sister... Each year we run 8km on mothers day in the mothers day fun run. "We run for mum" in the two years that we have competed the run, has raised about $6,000 for breast cancer. We are running again this year! And will continue to run until we die..
- Switched Jobs
- Had my appendix removed
- My best friend fell pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful girl... I couldnt be more happy for her!
- Discover that i am going to be an Aunt for the third time! so excited - any day now YEY!
- Decided to have a baby
- Found out that having a baby is easier said then done
- Started this blog
- Made a daily habit of finding at least one quote i like and writing it on my blog
- Meet the most wonderful people in the must unexpected place (twitterverse)
- Got our second fur child - Wilma, who i just adore and to many peoples disgust will over protect and treat like the child i may never have...
- Realized that life is what you make of it, and while sometimes it is hard, you will always pull through it a better person in the end.
Thank you girls, as i look at this list, the past ten years has been awesome, and while 2009 was dreadful and 2010 has started on rocky grounds, it has been an experience, and one day i will be telling someone somewhere about my experience, and all that i have gained...
Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst. English Proverb
