Seven Weeks, two days. Day 54 in the quest to chase our little miracle
Okay so maybe not each day a new miracle, but each week.
Today i had my 5th scan of my pregnancy, and it never ever ceases, and i dont think it will ever cease to amaze me, just how a life grows, or just how quickly a life grows… I wish i could show you the images we have, but the clarity isnt enough, and the images just arnt enough to describe the amazement, the awe, and the feeling that the actual visual on the ultrasound gives me, just to see something go from nothing, to a void, to a void with a dot, to a void with a wriggling line (fetal pole) to todays vision. A 0.92cm blob, with a beat, in a void, with a yolk…
I know i have said this before, and i know i should have faith no matter what, but each time i see my little miracle my faith is renewed… It just amazes me that a little life grows so fast, that i have finally got a life inside of me, that there is a part of me and my wonderful husband inside, just waiting to meet us…
I know it is easy for me to say, but miracles are real, miracles do happen every day. Miracles dont have to be out of the ordinary, they just have to be extraordinary. They just have to make you believe in something bigger than you or me, they have to make you believe in your heart that God is real, and they have to make you see that hope is worth holding onto…
I thought hope was lost, i thought i would give up, i thought that it wasnt meant to be… But it was, there was a plan, and while i will never forget the pain i went through for this, it was all worth it and i wouldnt change it for the earth.
I have never felt this much joy in my life before, and i see the happiness in my husbands eyes and know he feels the same…
Praise the Lord for a miracle!
Fear can keep us up all night long, but faith makes one fine pillow. Anon
