Sixteen Weeks, five days. Day 118 in the quest to chase our little miracle
To my dearest little miracle,
Nothing compares to the excitement of you, nothing.
Yesterday your father and i shared something special… We jumped into the deep end, and for the first time walked into a baby shop… No matter how long we have been dreaming of you and no matter how long i have been thinking about decorating your room, nothing compared to actually walking into that shop and knowing that we were doing this for real.
It wasnt a dream anymore, it isnt a dream anymore, i got to go wild! And the best part was your father encouraged me, there was no “really’s?” and no “do you think that is nessasary’s?” just both of us enjoying the moment, getting excited for the day you will be in that room crying for us to come…
I pray for you everyday my little one, my heart has never felt so full, and it has never felt more real, i cant wait for the next steps, i cant wait to see you again and i am here today just hoping for the future to come, knowing that God has graced us with a true miracle, and that i couldnt ask for anything more in my lifetime then for you to be a happy and healthy perfect little baby.
Yesterday was filled with so much excitement and love, and i cant wait for that feeling to continue to grow over the next six months, and then for a lifetime more.
Love always from a mother that will be.
