Sixteen Weeks, six days. Day 119 in the quest to chase our little miracle
Yesterday after i got over all the excitement of all the things we bought on Saturday, i began freaking out a little, not because this is real, not because of anything to serious, but because i realised for a breif moment, I HAVE NO IDEA!
Yup, i mean, decorating a room is defiantly my thing, i have a diploma in interior design and colour, so i know what i am doing there, but what about the other things?
You know, the little things... A bath? Bottles, one of those bouncy seats, play mats... Well i mean what do you need, and what is just not nesassary? We were goig to ask the sales lady, but then hesitated because we worried that we would just be sold a bunch of stuff that we didnt need. Yes i have friends and family who have told me so much information (all different of course) i am just not sure what is the stuff to get, and what is just a waste...
Oh and speaking of little things, do they teach you in the prenatal classed how to look after a baby? I mean we went to puppy school to learn how to look after the puppy, so what about the baby? They need their ears cleaned too, and their nails clipped...
I know i have lots of people to support me, and so much time yet to find out about all this stuff, but i am scared - just a tinny bit - that i will be told so much different information - i am already being told so much information - i wont know what to do with it all!
When you think about it, i mean really think about it all, it is quite daunting, exciting, but really daunting at the same time - EKKK in 5 months ill be a mom! I think i need help!
To endure is greater than to dare; to tire out hostile fortune; to be daunted by no difficulty; to keep heart when all have lost it - who can say this is not greatness? William Makepeace Thackeray
