Thirty Three Weeks. Three Days. 46 Days to go… or maybe only 32…?
To my dearest little miracle,
Today is a magnificent day! Today i saw you again, and my little one the doctor tells me you are doing fantastically! And after last week i feel as if i could do back flips!
My cheeky little baby, you are butt down (breech) and not going anywhere… You have managed to sit yourself down in what i assume to be a comfortable spot for you, not for me however…. OWIE feet in cervix not comfortable FYI…. And you have decided that your not going anywhere (or so the doctor tells me)… So for me this means that more than likely i will be booked in for a c section at 38 weeks…
Thats only 4 1/2 weeks away my little one! I am going to meet you sooner than we thought, and today for the first time in what feels like such a long time i am not scared anymore, i am just so excited i could burst!
Today nothing else matters anymore, no ‘fear’ of the unknown is going to bring me to tears, no ‘fear’ of pain, no ‘fear’ of not being ready, no ‘fear’ or ‘what if’s’ about being in special care, i am not having any of it anymore, i am tossing that aside and just focusing on you and having you in my arms, and having the best 4 weeks of my life with the man i love beside me as we wait together for the baby we longed for, dreamed of, and will now cherish for an eternity…
You my precious, are all that matters to me know, and i just cant wait to have you in my arms!
Love from a mother that will be
An old favorite for the day…. Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. Buddah
