Motivation & Inspiration is Everything…

Day 271 in my miracles life

Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.

As The Weeks Go By… 53 Weeks

Day 371 in my miracles life

We all have possibilities we don’t know about. We can do things we don’t even dream we can do… Dale Carnegie

The Things He Does…

Day 370 in my miracles life

Why am i doing this? Read it here….

  1. He leaves the porch light on for me on the days that i work & come home after dark
  2. Even though he was busy talking, when i asked him to get me stuff at georges birthday party he did so, with little complaint :) (and i was VERY demanding!)
  3. When we are driving in the car and a great song comes on i sing… He turns the music up, i sing louder… He turns it up more, i sing louder… LOL it goes on like this until i am screeching at the top of my lungs… And if you know me, you will know that i am a really bad singer!
  4. When we argue i say “ya i did” and he says “ya didnt” and we repeat this about 20 times before we both give up… It makes me laugh every time i think of it!
  5. At night when i am resting in bed, Jay brings me my wilma (dog) to snuggle and keep me warm!
  6. If he wakes up first, he never hesitates to get george when she cries in the middle of the night
  7. When i was icing the lucy cake, my dear husband was more than happy to take george out for a drive and make sure i had lots of room to myself :)

Love is just love, it can never be explained.

Motivation & Inspiration is Everything…

Day 370 in my miracles life

Really great people make you feel that you, too, can become great… Mark Twain

Rhubarb Jam Short Bread Slice

Let me just say that this one is TO DIE FOR! Even more than the chocolate lucy cake i made

Rhubarb short bread… What could be better right? One of my guests compared it to a little bit of a crumb cake without the cake… Im not sure if it is, but whatever the case it is addictive, and i have to warm you that eating copious amounts will not only make you sick on the day, but it will make you feel soo so sick the day after… So maybe keep the dough eating and the bisuit eating to just a few ;)

To begin i thought seeing i was making everything ‘from scratch’ i would give this jam making business a go as well! So this recipe is in two steps, first the rhubarb jam, then the shortbread.

Rhubarb Jam

Stuff you’ll need

  • 500 grams rhubarb (i also added some strawberries)
  • 500 grams sugar
  • 1 lemon

How i did it

Dice the rhubarb into even portions. Use the rind and juice from the lemon and place in the bowl with the fruit and the sugar. Cover and let sit overnight, siring occasionally.  The next day place the saucepan uncovered on the heat and bring to the boil, turn the heat down and let bubble for about 1/2 an hour or until the jam coats the back of a spoon…  Pour into a warm glass jar and let cool before placing in the fridge…

Shortbread Slice

Once again the recipe came from Smitten Kitchen (yes i may just be a little obsessed at the moment)…

Stuff you’ll need

  • 450 grams unsalted butter, slightly softened
  • 4 egg yolks
  • 2 cups white sugar
  • 4 cups plain flour
  • 2 teaspoons baking powder
  • 1/4 teaspoon salt
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
  • 1 cup of your homemade rhubarb jam, at room temperature (or if you cant be bothered i guess any store bought jam would be ok..)

How i did it

Cream the butter until soft, add the egg yolks and mix well.

Mix the granulated sugar, flour, baking powder, and salt together. Add to the butter and egg yolk mixture and mix just until incorporated and the dough starts to come together. Turn the dough out onto a floured work surface and form into two balls. Wrap each ball in plastic wrap and freeze at least 2 hours or overnight (or as long as a month, if you like).

Heat the oven to 180 degrees cel

Remove one ball of dough from the freezer and coarsely grate it, the place the grated dough into the bottom of a 9×13-inch baking pan (lined of course). Make sure the surface is covered evenly with shreds of dough.

With a piping bag with a wide tip or a zip-lock bag with the corner cut off, squeeze the jam over the surface as evenly as possible, to within 1/2 inch of the edge all the way around. Remove the remaining dough from the freezer and coarsely grate it over the entire surface.

Bake until lightly golden brown and the center no longer wiggles, 30 minutes.

Cool on a wire rack, then cut in the pan with a serrated knife (I used a bread knife – it worked a treat)

 

Enjoy… In moderation ;)

Body, mind and soul love..

Day 369 in my miracles life

Starting today i am begining a 21 day diet… Not just a food diet, but a mind and soul diet as well.

We all know i have my Operation Body Love part of my life, constantly working to fall in love with my body and know that it is what is on the inside that counts – being healthy…

Since i have reached my goal weight i have found that i am loosing motivation and that in the midst of the yoyo effect i have created a really bad baking and binging habit on weekends… So to be honest with you the main goal of this ‘diet’ is mostly to break that habit and create a new one where i am eating foods that i can happily eat on the weekends as well, creating a way of living rather than starving myself during the week and only eating the ‘good’ stuff on the weekends.

As for my mind and soul… I am making over that part of my life as well… While i am loosing the 2kg and 2% body fat that i want to loose, i am going to be working on getting myself and my now miss one OUT of the house! Yes you heard right, this week i am going to make an effort to get us OUT!  We are going to create two new habits within my 21 day challenge and hopefully in a few months i will have made both of us some valuable friendships ;)

On mondays we are going to go to the libary for story time, and on thursday we are going to play group… No really – i am going!

You see i have said i am going to be going for about two months now, but every time i get a chance i make an excuse, i dont know why, i guess i am scared to put myself out there, worried that people wont like us…  But it is time… I cant keep us both sheltered from the world forever….

We are going to be healthy happy social butterflies…

Faith is the daring of the soul to go farther than it can see. William Newton Clarke

My Miracle Turns One!

Day 368 in my miracles life

WOW, i have a one year old… *sigh* before i know it i am going to have a little toddler!

I woke up yesterday, and instantly my heart sunk… The party in the park would have to be relocated…. :(

It rained, it poured, the sun didnt shine, not even a little bit… But you know what?

Hope knows the sun has risen even when the clouds cover every ray of light…

I guess yesterday showed me that even though things dont go to plan, they can still be amazing… And i mean UH-MAZ-ING…

(check out my Lucy Doll Cake! No, no you have to go HERE and look at it, you must, because i am making you)

There was so much love and fun, we were surrounded by so many loving family members i dont think it would have mattered if we were eating dirt at a dump… We just had so many special people surrounding us, spoiling my daughter i just know that our future will be nothing but wonderful.

My miracle was perfect, she is perfect, playing, laughing, enjoying all her friends and family…. The memories of her first birthday are going to be memories i will cherish forever and a day…

Even though i couldnt see it, the sun rose yesterday just as it had every other day in my life… And even though it was cloudy everything was just perfect… Much like my life ;)

Let the Baking Begin!

It has begun… My baking day for my baby’s first birthday party was the most fun i have had in some time! ( and i might just add consequently from all the tasting that ‘had’ to be done i am now on a 21 day cheat free diet )

Now the most complicated of them all would have to be the Lucy Cake… My precious little one has a doll we call Lucy and when deciding what her first birthday cake should be my step son, georges brother came up with the idea of a Lucy Cake! I dont think i ever would have thought of it if it wasnt for him – thanx josh!!

OK So first things first… I made a chocolate cake – ok thats a lie, i made three different sized chocolate cakes and boy oh boy was there A LOT of chocolate in these cakes!!!

I grabbed the recipe from Smitten Kitchen which you can find here, i used EXACTLY her recipe and i can tell you that the raw batter was to die for… IT WAS TO DIE FOR PEOPLES!!! And not only that once it was baked it was even more scrumptious, and i have to say if you are going to make a rich choclate cake… MAKE THIS ONE!!

Ok so once the cake was made and frozen (i kept it in the freezer for a few days so it stayed fresh while i was baking my other goodies) Anywho, on the day of the party i got the cake from the freezer and using the template i had created i simply cut out the peices while the cakes were still frozen as it made it much easier to cut :)

Then came the icing i made a simple royal icing by beating 4 egg whites, 1 teaspoon of lemon juice and a kilo of icing sugar (pure, not mixture) I split the batter into three and added black to one, yellow to another and left one white.  I got the colours from a specialty shop, they were like a concentrate so the colours came out much richer than the normal (cheaper) colours would have…

I then spent THREE HOURS, yup three whole hours icing and adding licorice hair to this thing!

Then, smarties for the cheeks to finish it off and VWALLA… One AWESOME birthday cake….

So who’s partys next?

Day 365 in my miracles life – Its been a year now…

Day 365 in my miracles life

To my dearest little miracle,

How on earth did we get here, how did we get here so fast?

A year ago your father and i waited with baited breath, we tossed and we turned in our beds so excited to meet with you we couldnt sleep, we dressed in our gowns and scrubs and finally after so long, you were there with us in our arms. and the days that followed, the days that have made up the past 365, they have been everything we anticipated, everything we ever wished for… Magical, just magical.

The first time you smiled, the times we spent trying so hard for you to roll over on your own, the anticipation of your first time on all fours, the first time you crawled, your first step, the way your hair just kept growing and growing, the way you called me nan-nan instead of mum-mum…  The times i took you shopping and spent all dads money, the times your father walked through that door and you screeched in happiness to see him… The times you only wanted mum, where no one but mum was good enough for you, the times you were simply just content playing with wilma and your toys while occasionally just peering up at me to check that it was all ok and God Bless my soul – the times when as you lay in our bed between your father and i in the dark of the night and simply reached out for me holding my hand as if to say “i just need to make sure your still there mum”

My lovely, my sweet potato head, my always gorgeous george, you know so well how you got here, you know just how much we desired you, and you know that i would do anything for you, anything.  My precious i want you to know that when the clouds cover every ray of light, when it is stormy outside, george you are my sunshine, my hope, you are… You are why i know that the Lord above hears our prayers, you are my miracle – you are truly a miralce and i want you to know that i will love you for an eternity and more, i will love you with every beat of my heart, with everything that is inside of me, and no words, no words will ever convey the happiness you make me feel inside just for being who you are.

No matter what, my love for you is the deepest, most perfect love i have ever, ever felt, and george – you make my heart whole, you complete me, and you make me know that God is real, that miracles happen everyday.

I love you george, i honestly love you to the moon and back.

Love from a mother that is.

Isn’t She Lovely…