Day 343 in my miracles life
Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.
The Countdown Has Begun…
August 2, 2011 0 Comments
Day 342 in my miracles life
I think i am the most excited that i have been in a year. This time last year i was counting down the days until i meet my precious miracle, and in all honesty i cant believe just how quickly this year has past me by, everyone warned me, everyone told me it would just fly by in an instant, but the most part of me refused to believe them!
In 24 days my baby is one. One year old. No matter how many times i say it, or write it, it still seems so unreal. There is so much in my past i have to deal with and so much that i need to come to terms with, but for all that i have been through and for all that happened to get to this point, i would still say that i would do it again in an instant.
I just cant wait to put together the party for a little girl i never thought would be mine, i cant wait to spoil her with cakes and all things pink, fairy and pixi dust covered… I know in my heart that she will never remember it, i know that she wont know any better, but for me, for me it is a celebration of hope, faith and love.
It is a celebration of what the future has in store for me and my family, for the renewed faith i have in God and the knowledge that anything is possible, and it is a day, one day where i can say once again “when the world shouted give up, hope whispered one more time”
In 24 days while the scar on my abdomen wont be gone, the hope i hold onto in the depths of my heart will be celebrated, and for one day at least my future will be filled with all things baby, pink, baked and every kind of wonderful there is to celebrate on this earth….
Winter
August 1, 2011 0 Comments
Day 341 in my miracles life
I love winter, just love it with every heart beat.
There may be days where i cant feel my fingers or toes, where i shiver, where anything seems better than getting out of bed from under the warmth of the blankets, but when push comes to shove – there is nothing better than waking up before the sun, driving to the coast and waiting for the sun to rise over the ocean with a hot hot coffee in my hands.
I love the serenity the freshness of a new day brings, the hope that i feel when finally after the cold of the darkness there is the heat of the sun to bring warmth to your soul. I love the inspiration it gives me as i watch my breath come from my mouth and as the simpleness of a new day fills me with hope….
I couldnt imagine life without a winters sunrise and a hot coffee…
