Day 399 in my miracles life
I keep searching and searching for something that i will never find, or maybe that i am just not ready to find yet… I am so used to living with a goal, so used to knowing what i am heading toward that the unknown of the future scares me to death… Is the source of my depression, my trigger yesterday.
So its not a long long term goal, but it is a goal, something for me to focus on over the next 18 days….
I want to, no i WILL break the binge habit, and on my 29th birthday i WILL love the reflection i see when i stand in my bathers in front of the mirror…
It will be one year after i took this image…
I was 73kg and 29% fat…
In 18 days my goal is to be 58kg and 18% fat
I want so desperately to achieve number 21 on my 30 before 30, and while i KNOW it is not what is on the outside, i also know that my bad binging habit is something that needs to be broken, that cant be passed onto my baby girl…
Bad habits are like a comfortable bed, easy to get into, but hard to get out of. Proverb
