Day 409 in my miracles life
I failed *sigh*
I didnt make it thought the weekend without eating things i shouldnt have before bed last night.
I really hate myself this morning for it.
Where did my motivation go?
*sigh*
Why? Why cant i just feel the need not to eat sweet food? Is it an emotional thing? I am trying to work out this morning if my eating is connected to something…
I sat there thinking about not eating and instead of grabbing the diet jelly i grabbed a bag of dates, then i decided to bake with the dates…
I am a worry, a real worry…. And i guess today i will just have to get out there and make sure i do an extra set of push ups – but then that really doesnt make up for it, it doesnt solve the underlying issue i am trying to break does it?
*sigh*
