Day 458 in my miracles life
Today is bad. Its bad. I feel bad. I am losing myself again and i just dont know if i can overcome this or get through this.
I have lost the words inside of me, i have lost the motivation in my heart, i am so lost down a deep dark tunnel of self hate of self loathing i just dont know how to fix it.
How do i fix this?
How do i figure out how to overcome my past and learn to love myself.
How on earth is my daughter going to learn to love herself if her own mother cant face the world without believing she is nothing but a speck of dirt?
When will the tears dry up and when will i be whole again?
I need help. More help than what i am getting.
I need someone to pull me aside and tell me its going to be ok… That my mind will be healed – - it just may take time.
