Day 539 in my miracles life

Happy Valentines Day my love…

Among many other things these are the top three ways you fill my heart with a love so sweet it cant be described…

1. You give your all to our daughter, you love her in ways that makes my heart sing and i know that with you as her father she will grow to be a wonderful lady.
2. You support me no matter what.  Through the tough times you have loved me even when i have hated you.  Through the impossible times you have told me it would be ok even when you wernt quite sure yourself. And through the good times you have been there holding my hands smiling at me making me feel like nothing could be more perfect.
3. Most importantly, you know the real me.  You know everything about me, about my past, you know the reasons why my mind is a maze of confusion and yet – you still love me.  No matter what i throw your way, no matter what torment from my past haunts me you still love me, somehow you still have a big enough heart to take all my pain on board and still love me.  You love me.

And Jay Anthony Schull…. I love you too.  More than you will ever realise.

Happy Valentines day my love.  Thank you for being my dream man and our baby’s dream father…

Day 504 in my miracles life

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Dr Seuss once said that “You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams”

Today i dont really have enough mental power to let you know what my husband has done over the week for me, but each week when i sit down to write ‘the things he does’ it really does give me a time out to think about just how much i love him and just how much he really does do for me.

I remembered this quote because the other evening i had a bad dream.  I cant remember it exactly but i remember waking up in a startle sweating pankicking that something had happened to my husband.

As i lay there not able to sleep i realised just how deep the love i have for him is…. It is a nightmare to me to think of a life without him in it…

The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in. Morrie Schwartz

Day 498 in my miracles life

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hmmm what to write what to write?  Let me see…

1. While i went to bed at 9pm on NYE (yes shame, shame on me) my husband and i did watch a movie together, which was a lovely treat
2. OH, OH, OH the bestest husband in the world took george and i to the zoo last week! We had so much fun as a family – it was just wonderful.
3. Mr awesome totally looked after george for me while i worked this week (although i really think he enjoyed the time playing with little miss gorgeous)
4. He has just ducked down to the hardware shop to get me some child locks for all the doors and drawers little gerogii is now getting into!
5. He actually said one of my meals last week was, and i quote “yummy”!
6. Oh and as silly as it sounds this afternoon when my husband asked me how my tummy was (i had a bad ache yesterday) it made me feel really warm and fuzzy inside knowing that he cares about it
7. Oh and again as silly as it sounds, he cleaned my car out for me… And i am a grot when it comes to the insides of my car!

Oh he has been so wonderful to me over the holidays, i am going to miss him when he goes back to having to work!!

If we don’t change our direction we’re likely to end up where we’re headed. Chinese Proverb

Day 491 in my miracles life

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Ahh christmas time! What a wonderful time to celebrate the amazing things my husband does for me This week he has gone above and beyond anything he has ever done for me before….

1. He bought me a camera for christmas… Thats right a fancy pants new camera! I didnt even ask for it, he just got it himself – oh and not only that, he was smart enough to steal my credit card to pay for it (thats a good thing FYI – we share a credit card but there is only one card and it normally stays in my wallet)
2. On christmas eve he took george out for a couple of hours to give me time to bake
3. Even though he wanted to he didnt have too much to drink at his work christmas party so that he could drive home and so that i could use the car on the friday
4. Oh and he let me have the car all day friday to go out and spend all his money!
5. My sweet husband has taken care of george so much on his holidays letting me have a few minutes to set up my new blog that i have been wanting to do for ages!!
6. He has been cleaning up the lounge room each night while he has been on holidays
7. And on Christmas eve we had a wonderful giggle and night together after our dinner party… It was a great way to bring in christmas!

When you express your gratitude, you will bring joy to others’ lives.  When others know joy, your life will be filled with happiness. Arthur Dobrin

Day 466 in my miracles life

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1. I cant tell you how much it meant to me this weekend for my husband to look after my precious little girl while i was hanging out with my sister.  He gave me the time i needed to sort a few things in my mind out and to have some much needed ‘me time’ and i bet he has just no idea what it really truly meant to me.
2. Oh and while i was out he took the washing off the line… Double as sweet
3. Just the way he plays with our little george makes me smile, the way he cares and loves- its just so incredibly sweet
4. He bathed the dog for me yesterday – i hate having to do that!
5. Each morning when i work he takes george out to the car, kisses her goodbyes and buckles her in for me
6. Oh and most of the time he is sweet enough to remind me to take my glasses – i always manage to forget to put them on, and without them.. well…
7. He really is just the kind of man you want as your husband and as the father of your child…. awwww, i know a whole lot of smooshie stuff… But when i think about it, i know he really does love me and for all that i have put him through i know he is a good man for always sticking by my side!

Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.

Day 459 in my miracles life

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1. My dear sweet man helped me collect my car and drop off the rental car last wednesday afternoon, i know it may seem like something a husband should do but after a long days work i just know it was the last thing he wanted to be doing!
2. Have a mentioned that he never complains when i eat too much peanut butter from the jar in bed?
3. Oh and never once has he told me that my weight loss goals are insane
4. He takes our little george swimming, i love watching them play and laugh together it is just so cute
5. There is one thing he did for me a long time ago.  When i was pregnant i used to take the puppy for a walk and one morning i went for my walk and it bagan raining… It was just as far for me to turn around and walk back as it was to keep going so i kept going…. As the rain got heavier and as i got more and more soaked i noticed a car pull up toward me.  It was my dear husband.  He got out of bed hoped in the car and drove around to find me so that i didnt get sick!
6. Over the weekend he drove me to pick up a stuffed toy that i had purchased on ebay… It was a long drive just for a toy, but he spent his saturday morning humoring me and coming with me!
7. He took me out to dinner tonight because he knew i had a rough day.

Wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. Kahlil Gibran