Day 167 in my miracles life
What is it inside of us that makes us care about what we look like?
I stood in front of the mirror this morning and wondered why i care so much about the last five kilos. It is a goal and i will get there, but as i looked at myself i wondered if even when i get there if i would be happy.
Why do i care if i fit into the size 10 shorts? Why do i hate myself every monday after i have enjoyed baking and eating some sweet treats over the weekends? Why do i sit here every monday wishing that i didnt enjoy the foods i allowed myself to enjoy over the weekend? And quite frankly why do i always want to enjoy sweet baking treats over the weekend?
What is it inside of me that hates the way i look? And what is it inside of me that makes me over indulge when i allow myself the slightest inch on my diet? Why do i hate myself for allowing myself enjoyment?
What is it inside of me that makes me feel this way?
And how can i fix it?























